"I don't want...I don't want you to tell me good job and all of that. That's not...I'm soldier, but I never had to do that before. All that training, and yesterday didn't...quite feel real." Esfir speaks slowly, far more slowly than normal, trying to sort out her thoughts before she says them.
"What do you."
Stop, drink the coffee.
"Can I ask you something? And you answer honestly?"
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Date: 2009-01-22 04:51 am (UTC)Another sip.
"I don't want...I don't want you to tell me good job and all of that. That's not...I'm soldier, but I never had to do that before. All that training, and yesterday didn't...quite feel real." Esfir speaks slowly, far more slowly than normal, trying to sort out her thoughts before she says them.
"What do you."
Stop, drink the coffee.
"Can I ask you something? And you answer honestly?"