Esfir - Fira - makes a face, thinking. Which in itself is different from downstairs.

"I don't know how to describe it. But, it's with the door. Door open, I'm in public. Door closed, I'm in private. Maybe start to think...outside your house or room - pick something - bad things happen. But it's outside, happening to William Kaplan, or...whatever. But that's outside.

Inside, you are Billy, and it's safe to be open and loving, with your family and friends and...boyfriend. Inside is where you can keep you. But once you leave inside, that is now behind a door so you can't get so badly hurt.

Or, it's harder."